Today i will be quitting hell for good the recent activities related to my old account (Wich got hacked) made it pretty hard for me to get back on hell and be welcomed as ruskie who came back after an absence for a long period of time. i personally don't feel comfortable playing anymore knowing that people got a bad image of me wich im not guilty of. i wish everyone a good and happy life especially those who were loyal friends to me ! ]HELL[ for ever
Why do you think you're not welcome to play on the servers? a lot of players from the community got hacked recently and the hacker used their accounts to try to hack even more people. fortunately, they managed to recover their accounts and are still playing on the server, so you should too. I'm saying this because I don't want you to feel like it's too late to come back after what you said above, I think you should have a small break, focus on your studies or other stuff in your life, or play something different. till you feel like you might enjoy some cs:s, and of course you'd be welcome, everyone is.
I don't know you but enjoy your break! Come back whenever you want. You can also join us on Discord and talk with us there.